Reflection for Friday, Dec. 31
When I read this gospel passage, I am reminded of a day I spent in a hospital waiting room. Random, I know, but run with me here!
My dad had gone in for a scan and was allowed one guest – naturally, my mom accompanied him, which left me alone (and an anxious mess) by reception. With trembling hands, I grabbed my Bible and journal, and tried to pray...only to become immersed in people-watching moments later. I began to wonder, what are they here for? Who are they here for? I imagined that many, like my family, were scared. That they too were finding it hard to hold onto hope. To see the light amidst the darkness.
And all at once, I became aware of the sacredness that surrounded me. Maybe it was the combination of tears and hospital lighting, but the people in that waiting room almost appeared to be glowing. I would never know the stories of the people sitting next to me, but they were known. Fully known and loved by God.
As beautiful as the moment was, it was also painful. My heart cried: Do these people know? Do they know how precious they are in the eyes of God?
Do I know? Do you?
I can't say that I do most days. But that day, I caught a glimpse into how God sees me, us. Amidst fear and heartbreak, I was reminded of how close He really is.
In this Christmas season, we rejoice in the fact that the Word--who was there at the very beginning, by whom all things came to be--became flesh and made his dwelling among us. Our God is a God who draws near. Who holds us in our suffering. Who calls us His own.
As we enter the new year, know that I am praying for you. (Please pray for me!) May we see ourselves and each other with God's eyes. May we find comfort in His arms. And may our lives ever be a testament to the true light, the light that shines in the darkness.
Caelie Flanagan
Youth & Young Adult Ministry Team Member